I had lost this gif. I deleted it from my computer after years of using it as background on free Angelfire sites. I deleted it along with so many other images and writings that were part of an era I wanted to leave behind.
I think I threw away too much, in an effort to erase pain. I tried to get rid of an aspect of me I never wanted to reveal again.
But I have learned never to throw away the good with the bad, no matter what it stirs.